I’ve tried really hard to ‘remember’, there’s some stuff, but none seems bad enough. And the only thing that I could label as messed up happened when I was like 9 and an isolated case so it seems like an outlier.
My only guess is that whatever happened, assuming it did, was so early that my memories are both fuzzy and pre-verbal so I literally couldn’t put words into them and are more like vague feelings.
I usually tell myself that nothing happened, at least I have no recollection of anything ‘bad’ really happening to me at an early age to justify my issues. And I don’t really think I have ‘repressed memories’, if that is even a thing. But then, so many of these symptoms are so fitting that I don’t know what to make of it.
Gotta love the goofy ‘eyes’
Can’t count how many t-shirts I ruined bc I had to remove the labels. They were unbearably itchy.
Good thing it seems that type of labels are not so common nowadays.
I’ve decided to interpret it as sub text where the autor is showing us how these corporations are akin to eldritch beings in their disregard for human rules.
Why no exoskeleton? are we hermit crabs?
I’m usually more bothered by the “I should be doing something” thought, with the implication of productivity but not necessarily profit oriented, more like house chores and so.
Aside from the unfortunate name of the university, I think that part of why LLMs may be perceived as smart or ‘smarter’ is because they are very articulate and, unless prompted otherwise, use proper spelling and grammar, and tend to structure their sentences logically.
Which ‘smart’ humans may not do, out of haste or contextual adaptation.
Thank you for taking the time to make it more accessible for the rest of us.
I’m kinda relieved to know I wasn’t the only one struggling with the page.
Love your style! Just found the page navigation a bit confusing, at least on mobile.
Everything is awful is like the parody cover of Everything is awesome?
BTW sometimes I say to my self in a sing-songy voice ‘Everything disgusts me’, perhaps we’re on to something…