Pre-meds I quite literally did not know what relaxing was supposed to feel like.
“What do you mean quiet? Brains aren’t supposed to constantly sound like a radio between channels in the middle of the mountains?”
I once asked a girlfriend who was staring into the void what she was thinking about, and she replied “nothing”, so I asked again, and she said “really, nothing”. Literally blew my mind.
I don’t think I’ve ever not thought about something.
Either that or my fucking inner monologue speaking to me. Ik that guy’s me but he fucking pmo, how do I get him to stfu? It’s like venom’s inside my mind but it’s me instead of an alien parasite.
What do you mean relax? At best I can drink or smoke enough for my brain to slow down.
Hyper-caffeinate till you hear the hammer music from Smash Bros in your head