• Tropper@lemm.ee
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    12 days ago

    Not great. My depression and anxiety have left me bedridden in the last few days. I feel worthless and like the whole world either doesn’t care or despises me. I don’t know which is worse.

    I also suffer from dissociation and feel like I don’t know who I am as a person, it’s like I am being pulled in different directions, and it’s a real struggle.

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      11 days ago

      Been there. I know it’s easy to say, but have you sought medical help? Medication did wonders for me.

      I hope you come out of it soon, because I know what that pit feels like. hugs

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        11 days ago

        Thanks! I have gotten medication and no longer suffer from daily panic attacks. I got diagnosed with a bunch of stuff a year ago, including AvPD, which means that I have severe social anxiety.

        So far, it feels like the only response I have gotten from the doctors has been, “Tough luck; that’s your life now.”

        I am trying my best to come out of it, but it’s difficult.

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          11 days ago

          That’s bullshit! Keep looking for better doctors! I had the same trouble getting the runaround until I found one who gave a shit.

          Don’t give up!